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Tuesday, 27 December 2011
I'm In Love @ 02:06
#nowplaying 나르샤 - I`m In Love (With 정성하)
사실은 첨 봤을 때 부터 그댈 좋아했다고
말하기가 내겐 참 어려웠던거죠
먼저 연락하지 않으면 그댈 놓칠까봐
글자를 쓰고 또 보고 지우길 반복했죠
깊어지면 상처뿐일거라는 생각에
두려움이 앞선 건 사실이지만
간절한 맘으로 기도하고 바랬던 사람이
그대라고 난 믿어요
I’m in love , I’m fall in love
두렵진 않네요 그대와 함께라면
세상은 너무 아름답죠
I thought I never gonna fall in love
But I’m in love
Cuz I wanna love you baby
. . . . . .
Why do I put this song in here, you asked me?
Simply because I'm going through what every teenager may feel: falling in love. And this song just fits in perfectly with what I'm feeling right now. Nowadays, whatever....
To be honest, from the first time we met
Saying I like you was not easy for me to do
If I don't approach you first, I was afraid of losing you
I wrote letters and prepare small gifts for you
If my love for you goes any deeper, it would only hurt me moreIt's true my mind is full of fear
Yes, I'm afraid of loving him...but at the same time, I'm also afraid of losing him. What a fool, eh? And yes, I liked him from the very first time I met him. No, it's not strange. I just did. Well, yeah....I thought it was just a simple crush. But, it did not turn out that way. Unlike any other guy, I first knew him with my own eyes, not through some stupid social network or a friend of mine showed me. Social network and a third party is the media that puts me and him to still stay in contacts, haha <3
One thing I liked the most about him: He likes to smile and he's also kind....and caring.
I remembered very well that at school, I asked my friend to sent a greeting for him....it was very simple, just a simple "Good luck for the exam." but, do you know what was his respond? "Don't forget to eat, you got busy schedule going around."--and, godness! I was practically jumping. Happy? Very.
And this holiday, almost every night...I chatted with him. It was only through facebook. Cliche? Uh huh. Even though so, these past 3 days has been the most unforgettable night for me. I stand by every night, waiting for him to go online and then chatted with me. Silly, I know.
Oh, and let me put his messages in here (it's in Indonesian by the way):
"Lihat ke depan. Kalau ntar kita hidup di akhirat, kita bakalan hidup selamanya."
- A H
There's more! Haha.
H: Kamu tahu ini nggak, MC DU2? (kasih link fotoku)
Me: Huh, siapa ya ga tau :p
H: Banyak fansnya
Me: Haha kata siapa? :P
H: Kataku barusan
Me: Emang siapa aja coba? :P
H: aku, saya, dan me :P"
There's more, but...duh. It was just too much, alright? I'll keep the rest to my own. It's called privacy, psh! Haha. And...that's all! Haha. Harap maklum, I'm just a normal teenager that going on through puberty phase...or something like that, lol!
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